Well.....I know I promised some artwork but the new computer I got....it's ok but....it won't sync to my Zune and that makes me SAD...

I've also hit a huge road block when drawing...so I don't know what to do...retraining yourself to draw better is frustratingly hard work and I think it's getting to me. Those How to Draw Yaoi and Bishojo books are really the greatest though...I don't know what I would do with out them at the moment. And I haven't had any time to color on the computer either...I really need to do that. I also need to pull myself away from my video games before it consumes my soul XD

Real life has been nagging at me as well...but I won't get into that...

The updates get further apart and I am deeply sorry to everyone that I haven't posted anything new. I'm forever gratful that people keep favoriting my work and leaving me comments. As soon as I get over this hump I've built for myself...the art will hopefully flow more freely!

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I GOT A NEW COMPUTER!

-everyone and Zowie gasps-

-glares at Zowie-

Zowie: XD

Anyways, it's not a fancy vista computer, but my grandfather on my dad's side was an online video gamer (D&D stuff like Forgotten Realms) so this computer is just as good as the one I'm typing on!

AND!

I MIGHT BE GETTING PHOTOSHOP.

-dies-

-revives-

I'm just so happy, I finally get to do more art without it FREEZING. That and I may go back to the love of my life, photoshop XD (Although Corel really isn't that bad either lol)

Now....I have too much stuff to color Oh dear.........

(Thank you for all the comments and favs everyone!)

I'm so sorry guys, you've probably forgotten all about me by now.

I've been retraining myself on drawing techniques making drawing a whole hell of a lot easier on myself then what I was doing previously....and believe me it's helped quite a bit. I've become a bit faster and a little better at bodies and hands and etc. Those books help A LOT.

Unfortunatly if I DO post art on here, I won't be coloring them until I figure out why my mouse has a mind of it's own. While my computer is faster somehow, it's TOO fast, therefore closing and opening too many windows at once as if I had clicked on it multiple times....I know it probably doesn't make sense, but believe me....on this old fossil of a computer...it's hell lol.

I've also been playing so many video games, they've captured most of my time. (I'm lazy too lol ) Tales of the Abyss is my true love at the moment, and Vesperia too.

Work, work, work, would also be a big factor.

I've also decided that most of my fan art stuff will go here instead of my original stuff. (Although knowing myself I'll go back on this and post anyways XD ) I'm so sorry guys, line art will be all I'll pst until I can work miracles and get a computer (or an HD TV <3 XD )

Thank you for all your adds and comments in my absence!

I'm very sorry everyone for my lack of updating in journal and, especially, artwork.

Because the hand-me-down computer that I do all my coloring on is slowing down, and because my Corel Paintshop is a version that should BE on that old system, everytime I use it it crashes my work. In order to use my Corel, I will have to scan it from in my room and send it to myself to download it on the computer that uses Vista. (Because we don't have a damn printer/scanner for the good system). I don't want to go through all that hassle, plus that means I'm downstairs with distraction, so I've put coloring my work on hold until I either A.) Take the time to scan and send my work to myself, B.) Save up for a new freaking computer, or C.) Save up for Photoshop.

I have been drawing a lot, and what I should do is post my line art up here so you guys have something to look at. Dragons have been my focus right now, and I even did fanart for the book series of Elizabeth Kerner. My God, if you haven't read Song in the Silence, The Lesser Kindred, and Redeeming the Lost....you are not a dragon fan lmao! Greatest dragon books ever written. Read them!

But anyways, hopefully I'll be coming back here soon. Until then, please be patient with me! See you soon!

I'm so sorry guys, I've been so busy that I haven't even had time to draw. Thank you for all the comments, and I'm sorry again for the lack of commenting back.

I've tried my hand at writing for awhile, but I can't deny my number one love: art. I'm forcing myself back into my Zowie artwork, because I really need to stop fooling around and get that thing started. lol Zowie's other personality has a name now. ^^ So maybe I'll post him soon. I'm working on the storyline now, so hopefully I can give you guys a sneak peak.

My computer is a bit on the laggy side, and I really wish I had that Photoshop CS2 program that I see people coloring beautifully on. It's kind of disheartening me a bit, but I gotta work with what I've got. But because my computer in my room is still XP, I'm going to send my pictures to myself and work on the main computer that has vista. Isn't it funny how they're forcing you to use that damn program by lagging the older systems up? XD Hopefully that fixes my problem since my brother moved his games into his room. Peacful living room until my mom gets home. XDDD lol

I also have been playing my PSP a lot, which I finally beat the masterpiece known as Crisis Core. Silent Hill Origins is still pissing me off, so no progress there. XD I've also been playing PSU, but I think I'm going to get another Xbox 360 so I can play with my brother.

But I can't do anything until the next anime con is past, since I have to save money for that. =/

Until next time!